May 8th

Its only been two months since we lost Rose. It feels so much longer. It feels like a lifetime ago. So much has changed, about me, about my family. I just couldn't believe it when I read my ticker today. I thought for sure it had been longer. No wonder I am still having a hard time with it. I guess the fact that everyone wants me to just get over it and "gesh are you still upset about that" attitudes make me think its been longer. Its been a year since we lost CJ .